My emotional state was going down and down lately. Maybe, it was always like now, only i got to feel now much precisely and I had no other choice than watching my emotions. I wouldn’t deny that I was deep in sorrow. It’s not the same as if I had something bad or sad experiences. Not at all. It’s only the feeling, perception in my mind.
Or maybe I was getting ready to the great conjuction of today. I couldn’t help but think of this picture all day long and after I drew this, I’m fine.